Hard Lessons

LT on the beat
Yeah
Tall or feel like
You ever feel like nobody really feel you
Even when they close they still don't hear you
You give your all and they still don't hear you
Heartless, blessin
One for the blessin
You ever feel like you strong but you tied too
Say that you good but that ain't true
You hold it in cause you got two
Heartless, before the blessin
Before the blessin
Before the blessin
I've been low, keep it quiet, I don't say much
Got a lot on my chest but I stay tough
Tryna hold it together, don't stay stuck
Smile on my face but it ain't us
Mind race, heartache, I don't see right
Same thoughts, long nights, I don't think light
If I say what I feel it might get used
So I keep it inside, let it sit tight
Had love, got cut, now I move slow
Dressed in real low, I don't prove those
You can say what you want, I done seen enough
People switch real quick when the mood go
Felt pain, felt lost, but I kept going
Rainfall, stand tall, I ain't bend no
If it broke me before it won't break me twice
But it changed how I love and I hate that though
You ever feel like nobody really feel you
Even when they close they still don't hear you
You give your all and they still don't hear you
Before the bliss
You ever feel like you strong but you're tied to
Say that you good but that ain't true
You hold it in cause you got to
Before the bliss
Sat in the car, let the song loop
Same track, same pain, let it talk true
Got tears in my eyes but I won't cry
So I blink them away like it's all cool
Yeah I lie, keep it short too
If I said how I feel it'd be too true
Got a heart that I gained, got it back bro
Now I move like I got something new
Love fake, just say, I don't reach out
I don't speak much, sad to think now
If it feel off, I don't force that
I'd rather be alone than be let down
Float, sleep, paint, drill, yeah run deep
Smile wide, eyes tied, I don't sleep
Still stand, still live, still push through
But I'm tired of acting like I don't bleed
What if it had a hurt like bliss
Before it ever felt like peace
What if everything you lost
Was everything you didn't need
Now I move with a gun, don't react quick
Less talk, more thought, I don't step quick
Had to learn who I am when it got dark
Now I shine but it came from a bad shift
I ain't healed all the way, I admit that
But I'm stronger than I've ever feel that
Every scar got a story attached
Every loss earned and it's something I built back
If you still here fight no fear
I know pain out of sight where you sit at
It get heavy but you carry still the strength
Even if you don't get that
And the truth that ain't come how I thought it was
Every lesson I hated was the one that brought me up
If you ever feel like nobody really feel you
You don't want that cause at least they don't care you
You give your all and we still don't hear you
Heartless lesson
But if you ever feel like you strong but you're tied to
Said that you good, that you good but that ain't true
You holding me cause you got to
Heartless lesson
That's what you ain't been known
And that's tomorrow
That changed you
But for the blessing